I have one friend it kinda sad really because she doesn't remember me. I met her at a birthday party it was a pool party she slipped and hit her head no one saw but me so I went to see if she was all right and her words were "that didn't go as well as i had hoped unforunatly I am" I asked her what she meant and after I swore not to tell anyone she said she was trying to find a good deep place to drownd herself I asked why would she want to do that and she said that all she was was a problem so if no one cared then she didn't care to live she also told me this was her third try trying to drownd herself she wanted it to look like an accident. She left the party shortly aafter and I haven't talked to her since. Just recently a friend of mine told e she had a deviantart account and told me her user name Artemis515. I think I'm only writing this is because of the presure of keeping it a secret and its not like anyone she knows is going to read this journal so I good.